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The co-founders of The Compassionate Friends Philippines were featured on the January 8 issue of the  Sunday Inquirer Magazine. The following link will take you to INQ7.net : Survivor Tales :But What Do You Call Someone Who Lost A Child?

TCF Credo

We need not walk alone.

We are The Compassionate Friends.

We reach out to each other with love, with understanding and with hope.

Our children have died at all ages and from many different causes,
but our love for our children unites us.

Your pain becomes my pain just as your hope becomes my hope.

We come together from all walks of life, from many different circumstances.

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Written by Annette Baldwin   
Sunday, 30 July 2006
A Personal Evolution Through Grief

I have been a bereaved parent now for three and half years. I have learned a few things during
that time, and I have much to learn in the future. I am evolving. Evolving from what I once was…..a
person who had reasonable expectations of a life that included my son, his children, graduations,
holidays, birthdays and special occasions. Now I have become a person who has virtually no
expectations that are similar to the ones I had before my son died.

I have evolved into a more sensitive person. I know what some people are thinking before they
even say the words. I feel others’ joy as if it were my own. I cheer for the success of others. I feel
their sorrow, their failures, their missteps. I watch children play and remember my childhood, my
son’s childhood and I think of the joy that is childhood. I sit for hours watching birds at our feeders,
marveling at the beauty of the natural world.

I have slowed down the pace. I no longer feel the pressure to be here or there, to do this or that,
to call this one or that one, to wear certain clothes, to “put on the best face” for strangers. I have
liberated myself from the mundane and the materialistic. Instead, I simply feel deeply about others. I
have become extremely sensitive to all that surrounds me.

I believe the loss of my child has changed me in many different ways. I see this in the attitudes of
those who are in the Compassionate Friends as well. While few of us will broach no nonsense in our
lives because it is meaningless compared with our experiences, we will listen intently for long periods
to the weeping, hysterical cries of a newly bereaved mother. Or we will nod quietly as a parent who is
far into grief has a sudden flash of sorrow that is overwhelming. We have a heightened sensitivity to
others through no choice of our own. It came with the loss of our beautiful children.

I wonder about what my son would think of events that have unfolded since his death. I have
come to conclusions about others that aren’t, quite frankly, flattering. Yet, he had come to these
conclusions before he died. While I tried to mollify his perception of the dysfunctional people with
whom he was burdened, he just said, “that’s how it is, mom.” And he was right. That’s how it is. I
have learned to accept people for what they are. If I can help, I will certainly do so. If I can’t help, I
accept that some things can’t be changed, and some people won’t change. There is no magic here.
It’s a simple fact of life. “That’s how it is, mom.”

I volunteer more these days. I give of myself, my knowledge, any wisdom I may have acquired on
life’s path to others who are in need. I give of my time, my talents and my labors to those who don’t
ask as well as those who do. I am comfortable with this.

I have less appreciation for money than I once had. Perhaps that is the best thing to come out of
this. What was I chasing? What was my son chasing? What was the point? Bigger, better, faster,
farther, more, more, more. It’s a shallow existence when one is so focused on the material things
that one is defined by materialism. I have learned to let go of preconceptions, and in that letting go,
I have been pleasantly surprised by many people.

How did I get to this place? One minute, one hour, one day, one week, one month at a time. It is
a slow journey from crawling through the pits of hell in deep grief to coming back to the reality of
here and now. It’s as close to a near death experience as I can imagine. Instead of great epiphanies,
there are moments of clarity. Instead of instant gratification, there is much work to achieve tiny steps
forward. But the effort is well worth making. When I came out from the pits of hell, I realized that
my reality was changed; I realized that I was a different person. I discovered that the world doesn’t
run on the dollar. I found that all people have a capacity for goodness, but that many will never use
this capacity.

But most importantly, I discovered that after leaving the pits of hell, there is a road toward hope
that is traveled by each of us. Some walk more quickly, some more slowly. But we each walk that
road to hope. Hope represents a life that is tolerable once again. Hope represents the acceptance of
our child’s death and the acknowledgement that we will keep our children alive in our hearts for all
eternity as we continue into our tomorrows. Hope is reconciling those two elements: yesterday and
tomorrow.

I have learned to adjust to change, because change is inevitable. I have learned to stand up for
what is right because that is our duty as human beings. I have learned much about the fears of
others and even more about my own fears. I have conquered my phobias as a result of my son’s
death. Nothing my imagination could conjure would equal that gripping pain, the ache that hangs in
my heart forever because my child has died.

But most of all, I have learned that my son was right. “That’s the way it is, mom.” Shortly before
he died, he said he wanted to give me a copy of Who Moved My Cheese? He never had the
opportunity. But I will read it. I have a feeling I know what it will say. Perhaps Todd gave me the
plot line when he died. I’d like to think that he was subconsciously preparing me.

Annette Mennen Baldwin
In memory of my son, Todd Mennen
TCF, Katy, TX
June 27, 2006
 
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TCF offers friendship and understanding to bereaved parents.

TCF believes that bereaved parents can help each other toward a positive resolution of their grief.

TCF reaches out to all bereaved parents across barriers of religion, race, income or ethnic group.

TCF understands that every bereaved parent has individual needs and rights.

TCF helps bereaved parents primarily through local chapters.

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